i went golfing today with my grandpa. it was so cute. i have never been any good at golf, and i haven't gone in years. so it wasn't a very competitive round of golf. i still stink. we didn't even bother keeping score. but it was really fun. i had a good time visiting with good old gramps. i hope i get to go on some more grandpa dates while i'm in town. my grandma passed away just a few weeks ago, and my grandpa has been pretty lonely. i can't even imagine how empty he must feel. it breaks my heart. i have told matt many times that i hope to be the one to pass away first because i don't want to have to be lonely like that. but, i don't want to pass away when we are young enough that he might re-marry. then i'll just be super jealous!
